and im supposed to be doing my ism stuff now.
and im still watching A HAUNTING. omg haha.
im sucha procrastinator.
and he wants to see me on monday which is TMR OMG and ive not even come out with the word list as of yet. ohman.

work tmr till 3pm somemore..ahhhh
am i seriously on holiday!??! i wonder...

for better or for worse.
as i fall asleep tonight two things float about in my mind: yes its over. ohno count down starts.

i was ordered to stop being pessimistic.
but this year is so different. i dont know. lost.

then again the dinner today and the random laughter about everything just brought a big smile back to my face and momentarily..everything was forgotten and thrown behind into the darkest of alleys.
so i shall aim to keep it as such
but i wont keep it there for the whole sem (HAHAHA)

honestly.sometimes you just sit there and think to yourself.

why didnt you go when you had the chance to.
why choose to stay and fight with everyone like dogs.

in the end. there will always be others who work harder.put in more effort.
nothing is ever a walk in the park here.
and unfortunately there will be those who fall into the group called the "stepping stones"

karma for stepping on others??
your turn now.
mine.

and the paper was so bad its not funny
what a way to start the exam.
first time i feel that im going to fail a module in NUS.

how sad.
and its stats.

dont laugh at me.

honestly. seriously. wows.

if i had defoe i would have scored 63points.haha.

ok sorry my random break and eye opening session.

now i understand startle blink better. or maybe cognitive processing.

when you see something high in arousal or shocking

your pupils will dilate.

haha just like how mine did upon seeing this score =x

had a tiring but pretty fruitful discussion today. decided to switch topics to something that i was not so familiar with
but with the discussion..am pretty confident in it now.
all that is left is to MEMORISE like crazy.

how is it possible to remember all the different authors who did different experiments. now its about writing it down in an essay as if you are doing an APA report. crazy. best of all. close book. even the open book exams dont really care about the year that your study was done in and stuff like that.

oh wells. anyway its been tough but good luck to everyone out there.
read this and have faith in yourselves! jiayous!

--cast all your cares on him, for He cares for you. 1 Peter 5:7 (quoted from a lovely bookmark brought by the pgp fellowship)

up for this anyone?